Well, all in all, I did not walk as much, did not watch what I ate, etc.
Then, God drew me to listen some to Beth Moore yesterday and Joyce Meyer today. I have been making this "plan" on how I was going to lose all this weight and have more energy and surprise people when I got back home.....
Whoa! There are too many "I's" in that paragraph......
I haven't turned to God about this. My time with God is not consistent at all. I am barely getting by during the day with what I need to do as a wife and mom. I have been living my plan, not God's.
I was reading in Proverbs today....since it is March 16th...I read Proverbs 16.
'Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.' Proverbs 16:3
Okay, God. I cannot do this by myself. I have tried year after year....and fail miserably.
I turn to You now, Lord. I can't do this without You. I will follow Your leading.
I know this....
- You do not want me to put anything in my body through my mouth that will not be good for me.
- You want me to move everyday.
- But, most importantly, You want me to spend time with You every morning and night.....so that I can discern how I need to be as a wife, mom, daughter, sister, cousin, niece, friend.
God, I know You've got this! Help me to just follow Your leading and watch it happen!!!